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i fulfilled my wish 2 scream yesterday......

n dis is all bcoz of LPG...again..do u noe hw many words r in my 'kosa kata' bk d..

6 hundred n sumting!!!.....dis is 2 muc.....bt it's ok...coz i finish yesterday d...lol

can't wait 4 exam 2 b over....everytime i watch tv...or surf d web..i will feel worried....hu invented exams anyway??....huever it is, it's a lame idea.....i am sure everyone agree..except teachers*

2day..is a lame day...every weekend i like 2 wake up early 2 get d morning peace* well..dats wat i call it.......i'm weird i noe....it is juz an alone time dat i like 2 hav....bt oni on weekends n skul holidays......
unfortunately....2day..my sis oso woke up early...ish...it was about 7:15 der.....so der goes my morning peace...

arrgh.....d song 'dis is me'..is sooooooooo hard 2 play(on piano) ...it will take me ages 2 play dat song..t.t.......... actually i cn play bt oni wif 1 hand if 1 fast...if both hands le.....it is slow as a tortoise...jkjk.....XD

appreciation...

dun say i didn't appreciate d help u all gave me ok....

so nw i say TQ..TQ...TQ...TQ...TQ....TQ...TQ...TQ...

anyways....2day i so paisehla....yesterday was my b'day so sum1 offer 2 buy me a present...bt den i say no nid...i didn't noe dat she rely buy..so 2day is her b'day n i didn't get her anyting..evil me..honest..i rely didn't noe.....so i wil say sori instead of tq...

sori....sori.....sori....sori...sori...sori...

rely sori......

i dun noe wats happening..its like d world is turning upside down....4 once i admit dat i am blur n confused.....

all dis cases of l******s in my skul made me confused on hus a boy or a girl.....
ish.....wat happened???!!!

pics...

dis was taken outside my apartment....guess whether it is morning or night.....

i fooled so many people d...muahahahahazzzz.....c whether u will b d nex 1...

happy b'day 2 me

beautiful isn't it.....it is(was) my b'day cake..it weighs 2 kg....a lot u noe....bt we managed 2 finish in1 day....amazing rite....

wat i'll try 2 do....

yay....holidays r near...so dis is d list dat i will try 2 do in skul....

• try 2 ignore my frens calling me bluro, pastlife tailor beng..n so on...
• try nt 2 sleep during science class(sumting dat is quite impossible 2 do)
• try 2 do a gud deed....XD
• nt 2 curse LPG 4 askin us 2 rite notes n notes n kosa kata.....
• try 2 b cheerful in skul
• 'tahan' gettin bullied by OSY

n den dis is out of topic bt den i am juz so glad dat cik chas praised my 'sulaman'...muahahahahazzzzzz...i was so worried dat it will b a reject.....bcoz everyone laughed at it.....anyway i am juz soo relieved....

yay me...(4 some parts oni)

• i finally gt my cbox.....i am so happy....i couldn't stop smiling yesterday...
• 2day ms.chee praised me 4 being such a smart girl coz i saw d correct date 4 d pat..i am so happy...i noe my frens will say swt 2 me if i told dem dis bt i am still so happy....she hardly praised people except angela* perfect her........
• it's final...LPG is definitely targeting me 2 rite on d blackboard...2day is d ~~~~~~ time she has asked me 2 rite on d board(4gt hw many times d)
• OMG....pat is near n i haven study at all dis past few days....dis muz b gud news 4 my frens...i tink or 4 me so dey wont call me a nerd..yay*
• i am going 2 celebrate my b'day tomolo....cant wait~~~~2 eat my blackforest cake...yum...
• xin,......i am so sorry i misunderstood.... coz i didn't c d word 'excluding' der...(i guess i am a bluro or nt)
• last bt nt least...i would like 2 say sori 2 all my frens if i ever hurt u all or anyting..u cud juz tel me.....i wil try nt 2...

eeeeeeeeevvvvvvvvvviiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllll..............

OMG...dis LPG....damn EVIL.. first..she ask me 2 write 30 sumting 'peribahasa's' on d blackboard(nt 2 say dat i am a big complainer or sumting bt den vy unfair u noe) den..today d rubbing of d blackboard has been exeptionally a lot unlike other days..~~nt bcoz of herla^juz 1 2 let go my 'geram' oni wat) after dat..she ask us 2 write until like so muc about sumting dat doesn't even matter* she say so fast 4 wat...we r nt robots OK...n den if we complain she will say "u noe ah u r considered vy lucky d u noe unlike other skuls dey dun even care" sh-ish-kebab.... i hate it wen she says dat.....

n angela..i oso gt a question 4 u....WEN R U GOIN' 2 STOP ASKING ME 2 UPDATE MY BLOG??~~~~~~~~~~~~~(u no nid 2 answer coz i dun hav chatbox..XD)

n anoder ting...d peribahasa dat she ask us 2 do...do u noe hw many bks i hav search.... 5 bks..^evil^ n i still hav 14 peribahasa's i haven find yet.......X(

.......... n i would like 2 praise 1Ungu 4 our 'talent' in lakoning 4 cik chas.....XD....X) ... sh-ish-kebab..i haven finish my sewing yet*nt my fault ok..d sekoci was spoilt..i tink* so jealousla wen c my frens finish d..haiz....at least dey won call me pastlife tailor..bt in return i call dem..muahahahazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz its true.. angela even say teacher praise her..perasan....

anyway....i feel so sori 4 nic hu is missing all dis......eventhough she is quite lucky..... n dis marks d end of today's post......XD.....zzzzzzz

obsessed

i am 2 obsessed wif d word 'ish' until i made a new word 4 it..............
intoducing my new word of d day.......
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SH-ISH-KEBAB

-formated from d word ish
-inspired by angela
-forced 2 say by everyone in d class......

2 all of u liars out der...

here's wat i 1 2 say 2 u....

Liar liar,

pants on fire,

nose as long as telephone wire!!

or so i tot......

dat monday my usual 'nemesis' didn't do her usual work..dat is bullying me..
she seems rather kind n 'kesian' until i told her like so many times d...
bt den after recess she started bullying me d i shouldn't have told her she was kind wen in fact she is EVIL..
anyway..gt ntg alse 2 say d...

kesian me....

i composed dis song 2 sing on my b'day...

Happy birthday 2 me,

i was born in d sty,

i look like a pig,

hw smelly am i.

juz jk..jk..lol

eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww........

dat day i was eating KFC n guess wat i tot of....
it was Ms. Chee's story about d fried dead rat..eeewwwww..gross..
i actually feel like i was eating d rat meat..well i didn't rely eat d dead rat..
bt my sis found hair in between d meat..still disgusting..XD

T.T

it's nt dat i am terrified of fire during dat science xperiment...it's juz dat i had dis rely bad experience b4.
i was in a coffee shop eating chicken rice n dis waitress accidentally poured d bowl of hot soup on my bac(trust me..it was rely hot) My parents saw my bac n guess wat d skin has been burned n all i could c was d flesh..arrgh..gross...so dun tink i am such a chicken OK.....
FYI: i dun blame dat waitress(im a kind soul..i noe)

DIS HAS NO TITLE....

yay... i gt my pc bac last nite..it gt virus*an unfortunate event* t.t
anyway....u muz b wondering y der isnt a cbox coz almost every single blog has a cbox..
k..here's d truth, xin actually explained d steps 2 me d n i tried 2 create 1 bt den dey say gt error...ish^..i dun no hw dey do it...i am no computer expert k..like angela, xin,......n i no dat dey wil surely 'buli' me 4 it... DEY R EVIL..ESPECIALLY ANGELA..no offense.. ignores, ignores..

i made dis poem by myself..

specially dedicated 2 my friends...

i don't care wat other people tinks
as long as i do my vy best
after all im juz a human being
i'll juz take it as a test

other people r better than me
i cannot tell a lie
i dont nid ur words 2 help me see
coz sometimes im hurt inside

no matter wat u say or do
u'll always b my friend
although u say dis n dat
i'll always lend a hand

better in time(by LEONA LEWIS)

i ..luv..dis..song..i hope u luv it 2...

It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See, somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through

Going, Coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who’s there? No one
Thinking I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn’t know
If, you didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be okay

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)
It’ll get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile ‘cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It’ll get better in time

I couldn’t turn on the tv
Without something there to remind me
It wasn’t all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I’m dreaming
Don’t wanna laugh, hurt my feelings

But that’s the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
If you didn’t noticed it boy you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too(oh yeah)
It’ll get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile ‘cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It’ll get better in time

Since there’s no more you and me (no more you and me)
It’s time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is, I’ll be fine without you
Yes, I will
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)
It’ll get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile ‘cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It’ll get better in time

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)
It’ll get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile ‘cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It’ll get better in time

introduction...

firstly...i am vivien aka pork chop, bluro, beng n keng..oh n anoder 1 PASTLIFE TAILOR.. i am named by my 'gud' frens atxy, grace, ghaya, claudi... i dun even noe y dey call me dat^ i mean i am nt all those stuff* SERIOUSLY... N..4....UR...INFORMATION....I..M...NT...BLUR... (OK, FINE TRYING NT 2 B)