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OMG!!! i lost my science textbk!!!!! i am going 2 kill myself d la!!!!!...wer i put?!!

cried 4 so long juz nw until my eyes bengkak d!!! n so coincidence my relative came 2 visit..closed my face n cry until dey left...can't help it...

can't blieve i actually cried in skul 2day!! n i am nt even form 5...ish..2 emo d...bt actually it is easy 2 cry wen u hear d stories...plus d 'u raise me up' song..evil...dose hu didnt cry r heartless!!..hmmp..

2day dey performed electric n acoustic guitar at skul!! OMG!! so nicela...bt d violin n d electric guitar 2 loud d cannot hear d acoustic guitar..bt oni cn hear at d end der.....

lol..'belanja' an coke 2day as my thxgiving present 2 her..i so gudla...bt den actually i already owe her 70 cents so i juz belanja her 30 cents oni..haha..n le she ask 1 nt i giv 1..

oni had curry puff 4 lunch 2day..no moodla....all bcoz of dat science bk...T_T =(

2day y so emo 1...gt so many people cry.....waaaaa

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whhheeeee...2molo no drill...lol..2day shouted in skul..felt so gud..it was as if all my troubles go away d...haha..

hehe...yesterday tricked every1 dat i gt 60 4 science...so smartla..dey dun blieve..bt i do as if vy real oni...actually i didnt get 60 1...

bt den 2day told 'heng jin' dat i gt 60, den she say so high..so i said again..i gt fail..n she actually blieved me..walauwei...

wow!!...slept 4 like half an hour last nite n wake up juz wen d show started!!..so lucky la..

OMG!!! i miss US churros n hot dog!!! cannot stand it d la...made me even mr miss it wen i told my frens 2day...T_T..

i hav finally made my decision..i am going 4 acoustic guitar...yay!!

aaaahhhhh..i 1 d 'walk away' song!!! so nicela..

OMGla..i reli hav fate wif teacherslor...dat time i met pn wei in a coffeshop n she was juz sitting nex 2 me...haha..i turned around so dat she wudnt c me....n i hav met mr ng twice d..1 in queensbay mall n anoder time in EnO...walauwei

ish..hav 2 take pic 4 library card..i seriously hate taking pics!!!!=( -_- T_T

my holiday gone d la..so many activities!!!..waaaaa...

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juz gt bac frm gurney..so tiredla...saw a lot of seniors der..hehe..mostly sit at d front 1 in d cinema...guess 2 many people d.....

so awkward..dey always stare at us in disbelief...mayb bcoz we're juniors..??...

luved hsm 3..i agree wif feli..it is so muc better dan d 1st n 2nd 1..luv d songs...*claps*...feel like watching again...listenin 2 d songs nw...= )...-_-....=>...XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD......

spend so muc in d archade..lol..like d dance game d most..haha..dey r trying 2 'suck blood'..it was 1 ringgit 1 token..juz like in taiping..last time i went..it was oni 50 cents...

went 2 a musical concert held in usm b4 going home 2day...pn lim muz b so proud!!..saw
DRUMS, ORGANS N PIANOS...wow..so talentedla dey all..dey r still so small....

cant stop smiling...i am finally going 2 achieve my dream of playing guitar.....yoohoo...cant wait....

haha...der wont b any bm lessons nex week..i tink mats oso dun hav coz pn rohayu is in charge of spbt...muahahazzzz

MERDEKA!!!!!! MERDEKA!!!!

whhhhhheeeeeeee......merdeka d!!!!!!!...bt den le nt rely a gud merdekala...coz i am gonna fail my kk!!!!..yesterday i check d answers n i gt fail....waaaaa...at least it is nt included in positioning...
wateverla..anyways xin is gonna get 2nd d 4 pat.......

haha...sent an sms 2 my friends yesterday saying...MERDEKA!!!! MERDEKA!!!..haha..2 happy d...

muahahahahazzz....i mite finally get 2 learn guitar!!!!!!....cant wait 2 hav me first guitar....wwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hehe..going 2 Gurney wif chong, wooi chi, chi yan n shu yee 2molo....watching hsm 3...haha...

yesterday drill was okla....feel like staying bac 4 ping pong nex week....long time didnt play d....haiz....

......ms wan so smart la.....hehe..she didnt get tricked into getting slapped....

aawwww...saw a cute pup in skul dat day..so cutela...wonder hw it gt in der..actually dat day wen i went 2 skul..i saw it on d road..haha..wat a coincidence..

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walauwei..i woke up at 5 sumting 2day..yawns* so sleepy...walked down d stairs wif my eyes closed...hehe..

bt..no worries..after a few minutes..i felt so awake...weirdle..mayb bcoz no skul...

lol...2day is a major cleaning day!!..did disgusting tings u wouldnt wanna noe...haha..mopped my room 3 times!! dat is vy rare of me...

wow...ate almost a LOAF of bread wif my sis 4 breakfast n lunch 2day!!! its ok..we ate it wif ham n melted cheese..muahahahahazzzzz

arrgh...tv is controlling me!!! until i lazy 2 study...aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh..so scaredla...muz nt get anoder B..dat 1 save space 4 my science d..T.T :( =( ...waaaa

at least i studied maths 2nite...wonder y people keep saying ders ntg 2 study in maths??..i find dat ders a lot 2 study....

2 frm1s*..if u remember all d ques. of d science paper..tell me!!!!! pls....if nt i wanna 'tiao lao' d....waaaaa

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omg..didnt study whole day...im so dead...

yay...first time in 'months' i cn on9...jkjk....1 week...it still feels like months....

dots*...saw a 7 legged spider yesterday...im no scientist bt i tot spider gt 8 legs 1.....swt..

2day kh exam is okla...at least better than ppt....an..i still haven 4giv u 4 lying 2 me!!! evil...
anyways..i 1 2 kill myself d!!!!! my science 'wan yun' d...i gt most of dem rong....T.T....stupid careless mistakes.....so jealousla...c d frm 3 pupils....merdeka d....waaaaaa

ish.2 days my sis didnt go 2 skul d...so jealousla....she woke up so late!!!!...booo...
she gt 3rd in her science quiz....unfair..bcoz der r oni 3 groups!!! so if u get last oso u get a trophy!!!...aaahhhhh....cant blieve she doesnt noe wats cfc bt noe wats uht....actually no one new wats cfc..lamela...

der angela...i update d....cheers 2 me....

3dow..(yay...finally noe wat it means)

read an oxford dictionary wif claudia 2day..der were soooo many words we didnt noe..bt i took 2 words dat i like....introducing....
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*brackish..wic means slightly salty....weird i noe...n den....
brandish wic means wave or flourish....
yay..gt 2 new words of d day.....

yawns*...so sleepy 2day...dun feel like studying....4 1 day in 4 days i will watch a tape...yay..bt oni 4 2day onila...gonna do me hwrk n studying 2molo..=)

.....yesterday was like so damn scary...i was alone in my apartment n it was raining so heavily..der was thunderstorm n lightning..n it was rely dark...d oni reason i studied kh whole day yesterday was bcoz of dat..i didnt even move from my couch....glad its over..when my sis came bac from her piano class...i was so relieved until i looked so happy 2 c her....n den she called me weird..evil*

OMG..pat nex week i so nt redy la...dat day....we were given a worksheet 4 us 2 do...n wen our teacher gave dem bac 2day.....i was so shocked...so many careless mistakes.....n oni 1 person gt all rite....eveybody tot it will b angela except ayesha....smart girl*.....dun care la....

tried 2 rite a comic about angela 2 take angela...bt in d end failed....turned out dat i drew a pig....XD......

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lol..finished me homework in skul 2day.....1 karangan. 2 novel...cn die...no worries....no homework....

planned 2 study 4 2 hours 2day from 4 2 6...=) didn't actually study 4 2 hours...oni study 4 1 n a half hours.....=(...

gt nagged by sis 4 using com....scared of her...oni given 40 min...vy short...nt enuf time 2 surf d web...lol..at least enuf time 2 update me blog..hurray...

dots*..an n i r d 'meat' in our class n d person sitting in front of us r d 'bread'......swt..

asked 2 join church choir during christmas by lpg...gt laughed by frens...t.t....cant believe it...

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chillz*..found a leech on my kitchen floor last nite...looks disgusting..wonder wat would hav happen if it had bitten me....

yawns*..went across d bridge in d morning juz 2 eat 'dim sum'...lol..almost fell asleep der....

lol...oni saw 1 tape 2day..gud improvement*......arrgh..cant seem 2 finish studying..fear of bm d most....n geo..terrified about d the maps....y does geo has 2 exist??!

eating pizza 2nite..yay..cant wait..im so hungry rite nw...

=( ate late lunch 2day..almost had a stomach ache....went round n round looking 4 food..lol..so many stalls closed 2day...

ugh..saw a cat shit at a tree while i was eating at the roadside..gross..n den i sum more ate rojak...eeewwwww

out of words..

juz had japanese dinner juz nw...it was so delicious!! arrgh..so full rite nw...

watchin tv rite nw....vy funny...laughing till i am crying..fun.hehe...

played badminton wif my sis juz nw...fun...bt der was so little space so d shuttercock went out of d gate..no worries* gt it bac using my racquet..lol

had a nice chat wif xin juz nw..hehe..put my piggy on my webcam juz nw..lol..cute*...
did revision on kh wif xin juz nw..lol

XD..woke up at 7 dis morning...did revision....bt oni 4 a few minutes..lol..den i started 2 watch tv..
n haven stopped since..jkjk

ate blackforest cake again...yum..love d cherry...miss it*

speechless...

2day...i read science...i mean a rely thick science revision bk...arrgh..almost fell asleep...n i
ate chewing gum while reading it so it made me so sick...i usually love chewing gum..bt i hate dis type......

ate porridge 4 both lunch n dinner...yum...love porridge...

oni gt 2 d topic mass...wic is pathetic....4 me, i meant..

went 2 1 stop 2day 2 buy tapes while my sis was in piano class..yay
dis week alone i hav watched about15 tapes....wow cant blief it..especially wen exam is coming...

as u cn c...i am speechless..literally*...hw everybody find tings 2 say??!
so i guess ta-ta 4 nw...

ish

OMG...last nite was so creepy...b4 i went 2 bed, i remember switching off d lights n locking my room door...bt den wen i woke up at about 6 sumting...bcoz of a terrible nitemare my room door was open n my lites were on..strange*....bt i dun worry 2 muc...coz i mite b sleepwalking*..lol.........bt seriously my room is creepy at nite coz i hav a blue nitelamp....regrets*.......n chillz*

messy*...my sis 'slept over' at my room yesterday n nw my room has bcome a mess!!!!............i am soooo fustrated.........dat is so nt like me..(fine, it is) ........

yum...my dad made doughnut 4 breakfast dis morning...rely*.....bt nw der r still 12 doughnuts left...arrgh...im so full....

lame...2day is a lame day again....bored 2 death........

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• omg..i cannot believe it has been 3 days since i left d house...dat is a new record..i tink* seriously..i didn't go out at all..everything i ate was from home n buy bac from outside by my mom or my dad..all i ate was..hot dog, chicken rice, cakes, fried rice,..ect.. dun b surprised if i hav turned fat wen i go bac 2 skul...jkjk..
• arrgh..i hav watched minimum 4 tapes a day 4 d past few days....i tink i am going crazy..exams coming n i am still watching tv....ish..i hate myself
• yay..i made a blog 4 my sis..dun even bother 2 ask 4 d link..coz she haven rite anything in der yet...i am juz so happy.....it was a 'present' 4 d end of UPSR..i am soooo kind...n if she gets 5As i am gonna giv her RM10..lol....
• i am so jealous...4 my sis farewell party, dey r going 2 go 2 a BUFFET at a HOTEL...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..we oni gt like a plate of rice wif dishes n a cup of drink..n we paid RM7..bt of coz dey hav 2 pay RM20....so i'm nt dat jealous anymore....=)
• i am determined 2 learn japanese, spanish n french after pat.......hard 2 believe i noe....bt i am going 2......(as if) bt i am in d middle of learning japanese..well d whole class r.......anyway...... konnichiwa ......dozo yoroshiku....hajime mashite
• i am so proud of my room...it has been months since i moved into my room n it is still so organized...i keep coming up wif ideas on hw 2 make it nicer....XD..i tink i 1 2 b a designer any kind of designer will do...wheeeeeeeeeeee
• hav u ever tot of killing urself...i had..long story.....bt im glad i didn't..i cant believe i actually tot wat was rong wif killing urself...bt nw i noe......so heres a reminer 2 every1 in 1 ungu...eventhough u mite face d thoughest challenges or u fought wif ur family... dun do it if nt u will regret...u never noe u mite wind up in hosp. n ms chee will b vy dissapointed....